Oh Beth!You poor Beth, you made me cry, you made me mad, you made me feel so bad for you. Beth, is a teenager but she isn't a typical teen, she is one with deep issues and problems. Her mom is an addict who has a habit of choosing the wrong men, men that like hitting Beth. So, she hangs out with her friends Noah and ISAIAH, going back only to take care of her mother. No-one really knows how messed up her life really is and even at a young age she is a cynic and hides behind her clothes and make-up.
Then, things change, when she takes the fall for her mom, her uncle who she hasn't seen in ages comes back on the scene and he wants Beth to live with him and his new wife. Beth doesn't want to but he threatens the freedom of her mother, so she leaves, all the while planning and scheming, on how to get free and take her mother away.
Ryan to everyone is a typical jock whose parents adore him but that is not the truth. The reality is his parents can barely stand each other and his beloved older brother is estranged because he had the balls to admit that he was gay. That was something his parents couldn't accept so he lost his brother and struggles with his parent's expectations.
Beth doesn't like Ryan, he's too perfect and he too doesn't have a favorable impression of her, but her uncle is his idol, so he tries to suck up.
Now, I have to admit Beth annoyed me, she was just so damaged that she couldn't see a good thing in front of her. She thought she was responsible for everything, when in reality she was a kid, her mother and her mother's issues were not hers and it took her such a long time to come to grips with that fact. The book truly depicted a child's love for their mother, no matter how undeserving that parent is.
I truly hated her mother and how she changed Beth from a cute little girl to one who was so cynical about life and who took the blame for everything. I really liked the complexity of the book and the whole reverse bad girl, good boy thing.
Overall I really liked the book but Noah's and Echo's book still remains a favourite.
ARC provided by the publisher through Netgalley.